2.15.2013
Queen Kong--Carol Ann Duffy
I remember peeping in at his skyscraper room
And seeing him fast asleep. My little man.
I’d been in Manhattan a week,
Making my plans; staying at two quiet hotels
In the Village, where people were used to strangers
And more or less left you alone. To this day
I’m especially fond of pastrami on rye
I digress. As you see, this island’s a paradise.
He’d arrived, my man, with the documentary team
To make a film (there’s a particular toad
That lays its eggs only here.) I found him alone
In a clearing, scooped him up in my palm,
And held his wriggling coma, shouting life till he calmed.
For me, it was absolutely love at first sight.
I’d been so lonely. Long nights in the heat
Of my own pelt, rumbling an animals blues.
Alright, he was small, but perfectly formed
And gorgeous, there were things he could do
For me with the sweet finesse of those hands
That no gorilla could. I swore in my huge heart
To follow him then to the ends of the earth
For he wouldn’t stay here. He was nervous.
I’d go to his camp each night at dusk,
Crouched by the delicate tents, and wait. His colleagues
Always sent him out pretty quick. He’d climb
Into my open hand, sit down; and then I’d gently pick
At his shirt and his trews, peel him, put
The tip of my tongue to the grape of his flesh.
Bliss. But when he’d finished his prize-winning film,
He packed his case; hopped up and down
On my heart line miming the flight back home
To New York. Big metal bird. Didn’t he know
I could swat his plane from the skies like a gnat?
But I let him go, my man. I watched him fly
Into the sun as I thumped at my breast, distraught
I lasted a month. I slept for a week,
Then woke to binge for a fortnight. I didn’t wash
The parrots clapped their migrane chant.
The swinging monkeys whinged. Fevered, I drank
Handfuls of river right by the spot where he’d bathed.
I bled when a fat, red moon rolled on the jungle roof.
And after that, I decided to get him back.
So I came to sail up the Hudson one June night,
With the New York line a concrete rainforest
Of light; and felt, lovesick and vast, the first
Glimmer of hope in weeks. I was discrete, prowled
Those streets in darkness, pressing my passionate eye
To a thousand windows, each with its modest peep-show
Of boredom or pain, of drama, consolation, remorse.
I found him, of course. At 3.am. on a Sunday
Dreaming alone in his single bed; over his lovely head
A blown up photograph of myself. I stared for a long time
Till my big brown eyes grew moist; then I padded away
Through central park, under the stars. He was mine.
Next day, I shopped. Clothes for my man, mainly,
But one or two treats for myself at Bloomingdales.
I picked him, like a chocolate from the top layer
Of a box, one Friday night, out of his room
And let him dangle in the air between my finger
And my thumb in a teasing, lovers way. Then we sat
On the tip of the empire state building, saying farewell
To the Brooklyn Bridge, to the winking yellow cabs,
To the helicopters over the river, dragonflies.
Twelve happy years. He slept in my fur, woke early
To massage the heavy lids of my eyes. I liked that.
He liked me to gently blow on him or scratch,
With care, the length of his back with my nail.
Then I’d ask him to play on the wooden pipes he’d made
In our first year. He’d sit, cross-legged, near my ear
For hours: his plaintive, lost tunes making me cry.
When he died, I held him all night, shaking him
Like a doll, licking his face, breast, soles of his feet,
His little rod. But then, heart sore as I was, I set to work.
He would be pleased. I wear him now about my neck,
Perfect, preserved, with tiny emeralds for eyes. No man
Has been loved more. I’m sure of that, sometimes, in his silent
Death,
Against my massive breathing lungs, he hears me roar.
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ReplyDeleteI picked this particular poem (Queen Kong) to comment upon because of how much I liked it. It brought a new perspective to the tale of "King Kong" and added a sad, desperate romance to it. This female is strong, powerful and ultimately independent, things that women in society strive to achieve. Every woman states that she does not need a man, that she can succeed without one. However many keep silently searching for love, desperate for it, much like Queen Kong. It has a dark comedy to it, this poem, the death, the similes "I picked him like a chocolate from the top layer of a box" really add to the dark humor. It was a really enjoyable read, and an excellent poem to use for your presentation and blog.